After a long time....

Its was a Friday.. the 5th..The day was good as it was a friday(The casual wear day...)..The floor was full when i reached(though i was not the last person to reach)..It all started with calling out the names and a lil' bit of description ... Fortunately... or rather say with a whole lot of surprise, i saw the my passport photo on screen...Karthik Kaniyappan was the last to be called... It was the day of Target Annual Awards Ceremony.... .. I won the Leadership Expectations award...Yes..True.. It was a Big day after a long time in my life.Who will not feel good when one is one among many.. It is not about what I celebrate of winning.. There is long long ways and days to go to achieve something which i feel like to stamp upon where i dnt stumble .... But yes, I do equally agree that Getting Recognition is a beginning of something which routes to the next tough challenged road ahead....

When i was kid, i had received a lot of awards... I always felt it was quite easy as i was more or less somehow able to make it in the place which gave me something.. then started the next phase of life when i achieved nothing... :-( .. Yes It was really nothing for a looong time... Then started some phase of life where i got something again.. something again where i would have really felt the happyness on the ground but yeahh somehow to satisfy myself.. But Today, I realize one thing.. one thing.. its not someone who did not let me get it .. It was I who idiotically got away when even something still wanted me to be with.. Some say, celebrate Success.. But what is it!!!! Is it something what i got and they did not?? Is it something which calls for a party?? Anything could be partly true...Do you know the cause of success.. what i understand in my way of life is a Failure is the cause of Success.,, Bigger the Failure, Bigger the Success..At-least it makes you to yearn for One-thing. It does not mean run behind Failure to realize success.... Sry to success.. A failure out of "trying out to be successfull" is the cause of Bigger success...